just lovin my kid

i know i talk about my daughter on pretty much every post but i have to say that i truly love with all of my heart~ being a mom. i knew i would love it but i never knew that i would put her to bed at night and i would be completely exhausted and i still would lay down and think how i can't wait until she gets up in the morning and i get to be the first one she sees. sure there are hard times, times i didn't expect, frustrations i didn't realize i would have, but she is so worth it. sometimes it hits me that i am a mom and it is up to me to make sure she is fed, taken care of and makes it to all of her parties on time. it can be overwhelming at times and i wish i had more help to make sure that i wasn't the only one in charge. but some how we make it through each day together and learning something new with each challenge. she totally melts my heart- you can get tips on how to be a mom from watching and listening to other moms but nothing compares to having your child run to your arms and say mommy~ no one can prepare you for that heart melting. i love it and i am scared but so excited to be doing it again this fall. i hope i will be as fun and loving a mom when my son arrives as i am with presley. i worry i won't have enough time for her or be able to tend to her needs and wants as well~ i know it will be one day at a time for a while and i am ready for that. i think?