pups are getting better

my favorite furry babies had their surgery this past thursday and the first day was definitely the worst. they were all drugged out from anesthesia and pain pills. it was so sad- they had to stay away from jackson so he couldn't lick their stitches (which i don't think they minded very much but he was going bananas wanting to love on them). i am trying not to put the cones on their heads b/c they absolutely hate them and it will just draw attention to presley to come and mess with them. so far so good. i will keep them off as long as possible. 

i have to say allie is the one that got the worst of it. the vet found an extra cancer spot on her front leg and took that off during the surgery as well. i know she wants to be loved on but i feel like every time i touch her i am going to hurt her. i did find another bump on her last night too and i am going to have to ask the vet about it on their check up visit. not to mention a "hole" i found on riley next to her stitches on her leg- it looks gross- i won't describe it. what the hell have i done to my dogs? i feel so bad for them. i know they are feeling better now but i also know they just don't understand the reason why this has all been done. i don't think i will put them through this again. i don't see how people put their dogs through chemo and radiation. they are dogs- all they know is that they don't feel good. well, i am off to give out morning antibiotics, pain meds and treats. we may even attempt a walk around the block today- wish us luck!