Showing posts with label pregnant 35 weeks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pregnant 35 weeks. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

don't be scared!!

well, here ya go! this is me preggers at 35 weeks. i still have 5 more weeks to go if you can believe it.  hardly any of my maternity pants fit (which i don't quite understand if they are elastic~ shouldn't they fit any size?). also, my belly is hanging out of the bottom of most of my shirts. 
i think brian is starting to get worried about me. he is always asking:
 1. will i ever get back to my pre-maternity size?
2. will the stretch marks fade?
3. will this be the last baby?
i would feel bad for him but i don't know the answers to the questions either. i know i am tired of peeing on myself, constantly being hungry and having indigestion at the same time and i miss laying on my stomach to sleep. 
dealing with fertility for so long before presley was born though makes me grateful to even have these problems to deal with. i remember sitting in cordova "dirty dova" praying for these problems and worries. i am so grateful to even be able to carry our child (especially after having a miscarriage) but does that mean i can't have concerns now about what will happen or voice my struggles when presley is having a bad day?
 i hope things are able to go back to the way they were before (with my belly) and i know there is a lot of work ahead. no more fast food and chocolate donuts every day. i have even bought a bunch of fruit for the house b/c if presley sees me eating it then she wants it too. i will use presley as my focus when eating better. that should do the trick?????